.::If you do those things, the God of peace will be with you::.

It is interesting to me how hard life can be sometimes and then so easy at another. So easily we forget what we are called to as believers. Do you ever notice that either two extremes happen when life gets tough?

One, you cling to the cross. 
Two, you completely wallow in your pain. 

I have seen both extremes this last month. Thank the Lord, the wallowing part is only for about an hour or two at a time and not days at a time. But, in those moments, it is somehow so easy to forget all the wisdom and knowledge the Lord gives you in preparation (Matthew 7:25 “And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat on that house, but it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock.”) for those times and to focus solely on your pain and your worrying.

There is a great passage that I have always loved that speaks truth to this. It is in Philippians. Chapter 4 to be exact.

“1 Therefore, my brothers, whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm thus in the Lord, my beloved.”
 Paul starts off telling the believers to stand firm in the Lord. This is so important. In hard times, you must be strong and disciplined. Proverbs 4:23 says, “Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life.” Our heart is what flows the springs of life. We need to stand firm and guard our hearts in all vigilance to protect that. 
He continues in verse 4:
“4 Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; 6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me—practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.”
There are a lot of things to take into account when reading these verses. Verses 4 and 5 are important. We need to remember that one, we are to rejoice always (in all circumstances) because the Lord is at hand. Anything in this world does not matter–hard circumstances–they all are so bleak in comparison to the Lord’s return.
Then he proceeds into verse 6 to 9. He commands us to not be anxious about anything. But, with the Lord’s coming in mind, to rid ourselves of anxiety, and to put on prayer and supplication, to put on whatever is true, honorable, just, pure, lovely, commendable, excellence, worthy of praise, etc. Then to also put into practice the things you have learned, received, heard, and seen Paul practice and preach. 
.::If you do those things, the God of peace will be with you::.
He continues on in verses 11-13, 19-20:
“Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. 12 I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need. 13 I can do all things through him who strengthens me. And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. 20 To our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen.”
There are great things to be learned from Paul in this excerpt. Being content in circumstances is something that is learned. It is not something you just pray about and it magically happens. You MUST work at it. You MUST learn to be content. You MUST learn to rely on the strength of the Lord. Paul has it extremely right when he says, “I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” It’s only through Christ that we can do anything. We do not live, move, speak, breathe, walk, sit down, rise, dance, sing, think, understand, gain wisdom, fall down, get back up, create, learn, etc., without Christ’s grace in our lives.
Psalm 90:4-6, 10, 12 “For a thousand years in your sight are but as yesterday when it is past, or as a watch in the night. You sweep them away as with a flood; they are like a dream, like grass that is renewed in the morning: in the morning it flourishes and it is renewed; in the evening it fades and withers…The years of our life are seventy, or even by reason of strength eighty; yet their span is but toil and trouble; they are soon gone, and we fly away…So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdomsatisfy us in the morning with your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days.
Psalm 94:10-11 “He who disciplines the nations, does he not rebuke? He who teaches man knowledge–The Lord–knows the thoughts of man, that they are but a breath.”
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Our lives are but a breath, the Lord’s coming is near, we have been given “the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us” (Ephesians 2), he will supply all of our needs. We have no reason to worry or be anxious; he is good and his steadfast love satisfies and allows us to rejoice and be glad all our days!!!!!

To Be Continued… =)

… Immeasurable riches of His grace in kindness toward us …

I’ve learned that as you study scripture intently, as in memorization and meditation, you learn a lot more than you would if you were to just read something one chapter a day every day. (does that make sense?) I spent a semester studying Galatians 5 and 6 and I learned so much!!! And now, I have begun the process of studying Ephesians 2. I memorized verses 1-3 last week and spend the week meditating on it, and this week I have memorized 4-7. I already had 8-10 memorized. Doing this has shown me amazing things about scripture. Paul is very repetitive, not just to babble, but to emphasize different concepts…

Ephesians 2:1-10
“1 And you were dead in the trespasses and sins 2 in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience—among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved—and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, 9 not a result of works, so that no one may boast. 10 For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”

There are many reoccuring themes:

  • In our trespasses and sins, we are are dead; In Christ, we are made alive.
  • It is only because of God’s grace, mercy, and kindness that we are saved.
  • Our own ways, our own works, have no power, and get us no where and lead us to destruction and wrath. 
  • The grace that God has given us propel us to do good works, the works that he prepared for us to do.
  • Faith is the determining factor of grace. We must have faith that Christ has accomplished His work on the cross.
  • We once “walked” in our trespasses and sins; now, we must “walk” in the works that Christ has prepared for us by his grace. 

I would have never seen any of the themes to this passage if I had not started the work of meditation and memorization (I still have a long way to go on these verses, but they are coming along). I am so thankful that the Lord placed the women of FBCN in my life to help stir me up in love in good works: “And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, 25 not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near.” (Hebrews 10:24). Woman’s A&E (accountability and encouragement) has been crucial to the refining of my faith; it is a tool of the Lord, indefinitely. The Lord has blessed me with these women, and Lord-willing, I will get to be apart of that church—in some way, shape, or form—for the rest of my life.


To Be Continued… =)

Longing for Love & Love in Real Life…tear-jerker…

A few weeks ago, I had the privilege to be apart of an event with many young women at my college campus called “Love in Real Life.” This event was geared toward women who are striving to follow and serve the Lord inside a world with so many pressures telling you to do the opposite. This event had four speakers: Merea Price, Dr. Jeff and Angela Mooney, and Roxanna Grimes. They spoke on contentment in singleness, how marriage cannot be our only hope…Christ is, and how the Lord can heal from sin, abortion, premarital sex, and other things through His gospel message. This event was put on by a great woman and friend, Whitney Keep, and it was such a great thing for so many women, including myself, who attended that night. Whitney wrote to the infamous and wonderful Elisabeth Elliot and she wrote back to the women of CBU. Re-reading it today brought tears to my eyes. She is so eloquent and filled with the Spirit. Here is her letter:

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Longing for Love
Elisabeth Elliot

Judging by the piles of letters I receive on this subject, I deduce that almost all young women are, quite naturally, longing for love. As a college girl, so was I. Few men are as eager as women are to seek a mate. May women write long letters to me explaining how they first saw a certain young man and “felt” at once that this is the man the Lord had picked out for them. Perhaps he was.

And perhaps he wasn’t. C.S. Lewis, in LETTERS TO MALCOLM, describes faith as “the state of mind which desperate desire working on a strong imagination can manufacture. [This] is not faith in a Christian sense. It is a feat of psychological gymnastics.” It is no my prerogative, of course, to tell my correspondent that she is mastaken as to God’s choice. She might possibly be right, and hopes I will be able to confirm her strong suspicion. It is my job, however, to remind her that “peace is the reward of those who love Thy law” (Ps. 199:165). The peace of Jesus was God’s gift to Him because He had no desire but to do the will of the Father. We must always remember that we have a Heavenly Father who knows far better than we do what is best for us. Marriage is a wonderful gift if given. It is not by any means given to everyone (sometimes perhaps it is merely “taken,” without much thought or prayer).

God has given abundant promises in His Word to lead and guide those who seek Him. Ponder Psalm 84:11, 12: “The Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord will give grace and glory; no good thing shall He withhold form them that walk uprightly.” His wisdom far outshines ours, and only He can judge which things are, for any given individual, truly good. Only God knows if marriage is a good thing for you…So TRUST, OBEY, and proceed quietly to do His will today. Tomorrow belongs to none of us.

The Lord led the Israelites all the way in the desert for forty years, to humble them and to test them in order to know what was in their hearts, whether they would keep His commands. “He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna” (Deut. 8:2,3). The people tired of the food He gave them, convinced that He was withholding the best. Are you clinging to a similar conviction?

If you are single today, thank God for it. Do today’s work. You don’t have tomorrow. “It is good that a [woman] should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord” (Lam. 3:26). Don’t go after a man. Let God bring the right man at the right time, if marriage is in His plan for you. Remember that He loves you with an everlasting love and has drawn you with lovingkindness (Jer 31:3). Do you believe He is trustworthy? Now can you repeat the following words honestly?

I am willing to receive what You send,
To do without what You withhold,
To relinquish what You take,
To suffer whatever You assighn,
To do what You command,
To be what You ask me to be–
At any cost, now and forever.

“And my God will meet all your needs according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus” (Phil. 4:19).

Do try to remember, my dear friend, that peace come with acceptance. I have truly found it so in my long life–to be able to say as Mary did, “I am the Lord’s servant. May it be to me as You have said” (Luke 1:38), or, in today’s English, we may say, “Here I am, Lord. Do anything you want with me.

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To Be Continued… =)

Psalm 84 ~ I’d rather be a doorkeeper right now! Thank you very much!

This verse blessed me more than anything today! I’m so grateful for the Word of my Lord! He is so faithful! This verse just resonates with me so much right now. You know those days where earth seems to be so dim and heaven so bright, but ohhhhh so far still. I would so rather be a measly ol’ doorkeeper in the Lord’s house than on this earth right now. Sometimes life is really hard, but I know there will be joy in the morning! I know his mercies are new EVERY SINGLE MORNING!!! Lord, you are so good!

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“How lovely is your dwelling place,
        O LORD of hosts!
    My soul longs, yes, faints
        for the courts of the LORD;
    my heart and flesh sing for joy
        to the living God.

    Even the sparrow finds a home,
        and the swallow a nest for herself,
        where she may lay her young,
    at your altars, O LORD of hosts,
        my King and my God.
    Blessed are those who dwell in your house,
        ever singing your praise! Selah

    Blessed are those whose strength is in you,  in whose heart are the highways to Zion.
    As they go through the Valley of Baca
        they make it a place of springs;
        the early rain also covers it with pools.
    They go from strength to strength;
        each one appears before God in Zion.
    O LORD God of hosts, hear my prayer;
        give ear, O God of Jacob!
Selah
    Behold our shield, O God;
        look on the face of your anointed!
    For a day in your courts is better
        than a thousand elsewhere.
    I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God
        than dwell in the tents of wickedness.
    For the LORD God is a sun and shield;
        the LORD bestows favor and honor.

    No good thing does he withhold
        from those who walk uprightly.
    O LORD of hosts,
        blessed is the one who trusts in you!”

(Psalm 84 ESV)


To Be Continued… =)

"He-being rich in mercy-made us alive together with Christ!"

I need an extra ounce of patience these days. It’s a hard thing to remember that happiness, joy, and contentment is not based on my circumstances, but is based on my hope in the Lord. If I am putting my hope in earthy things, I will end up just like I was in the past. Ephesians 2 explains it well. I need to rely on the grace and mercy that the Lord lavished on me at the cross. I am no longer dead in my trespasses and sins because Christ paid the price for those things on the cross. Such a hard process to learn and remember. I am sure I will be learning this lesson well into my life. So, I have started the process of memorizing Ephesians 2. Starting with verses 1-3 this week, but the entire chapter is so good. It is been so helpful today in remembering Christ’s promises and his purpose in coming to the earth and dying on the cross. He did it for me and the rest of his creation to redeem us from the sin we once walked in and has made us alive in Christ Jesus. I am redeemed.

“[2:1] And you were dead in the trespasses and sins [2] in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience—[3] among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. [4] But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, [5] even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved—[6] and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, [7] so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. [8] For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, [9] not a result of works, so that no one may boast. [10] For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.
(Ephesians 2:1-10 ESV)

My circumstances can’t get me down, because I have been made alive with CHRIST!!!!!! He has given me grace and mercy and joy so that I should walk in it!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!


To Be Continued… =)

Passions at war with the Spirit…

Philippians 2:3 “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.”

“My own heart has a tendency to clutch physical, emotional, and mental objects and lug them around with me. As a result, my freedom to live in the Spirit gets tangled up. Can you relate? Could it be that our greatest barriers to freedom are our own heart addictions – the synthetic elements that substitute God? Our possessions, heart addictions, and our compulsive needs can enslave us – or they can be released forever, setting us free to truly live in the freedom of the Spirit.”
  – PR (I don’t know who PR is, but it was posted on my friends blog and it really made me think, so I thought I would share!)

James 3:16-18 “For where jealousy and selfish ambition exist, there will be disorder and every vile practice. But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, open to reason, full of mercy and good fruits, impartial and sincere. And a harvest of righteousness is sown in peace by those who make peace.” 
James 4:1-4 “What causes quarrels and what causes fights among you? Is it not this, that your passions are at war within you? You desire and do not have, so you murder. You covet and cannot obtain, so you fight and quarrel. You do not have, because you do not ask. You ask and do not receive, because you ask wrongly, to spend it on your passions. You adulterous people! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.”

Changed for the better…

Wicked

Saw this show two summers ago and I loved it then. This song seems to mean even more to me now. Enjoy!

“For Good”
Wicked-Elphaba and Glinda

(Elphaba)
Im limited
Just look at me – Im limited
And just look at you
You can do all I couldn’t do, Glinda
So now it’s up to you
For both of us – now it’s up to you…

(Glinda):
I’ve heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true
But I know I’m who I am today
Because I knew you…

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
(Elphaba):
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You’ll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine

By being my friend…

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better?
But because I knew you


(Glinda):
Because I knew you

(Both):
I have been changed for good

(Elphaba):
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I’ve done you blame me for

(Glinda):
But then, I guess we know
There’s blame to share

(Both):
And none of it seems to matter anymore
(Glinda):
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood

(Elphaba):
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

(Both):
Who can say if I’ve been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better

(Glinda):
And because I knew you…

(Elphaba):
Because I knew you…

(Both):
Because I knew you…
I have been changed for good…

abundant life.

“You make known to me the path of life;

in your presence there is fullness of joy;
at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.
Psalm 16:11
“I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep.” 
John 10:9-11 
If these passages are true, why do we so often turn to the world. Our only HOPE is in Christ. He is literally the only one who will satisfy, comfort, and make us have joy! He laid down his life so that this could be possible.
Lord, help me to see you as the best. Help me to turn to you first. Help me to see you as my only resort, not my last. 

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This is my lovely RA staff and myself. I love them to pieces! 

Photo by: Lee Sherman
To Be Continued… =)

No Wonder I Call You the Savior…

Hillsong United – Sovereign Hands
by Mia Fieldes

Sovereign hands
Nailed to a humble cross
Scars You bear
Speak of Your redeeming love

No wonder I call You the Saviour
No wonder I’m singing

God of all the heavens
Now and ‘til forever
High above the universe
God of our redemption
God of my surrender
The glory is Yours

Sovereign God
Laying down a holy life
Heaven’s Son
Willing to be crucified

Holy
Holy
Holy Lord

Open hands
Given to a sovereign cause
All I have
God will be forever Yours

…Somebody’s Baby…

 As I sit in Sips Coffee shop doing homework with Drew, this song came on: ‘Somebody’s Baby” by Jon Foreman. It is a really sad song, but listening to it I can’t help but think of the Lord’s goodness and his longing and passion for JUSTICE!!! I know the Lord is good and everything is done to make his name great. Although this song is a reality somewhere in the world, it doesn’t end there. It’s only beginning, and its beginning is at the gospel!! The Lord came to redeem his people and the world by dying on a cross to crush death and have victory over sin!

Psalm 37:28
For the Lord loves justice;

he will not forsake his saints.
They are preserved forever,
but the children of the wicked shall be cut off.

Psalm 82:3
Give justice to the weak and the fatherless;

maintain the right of the afflicted and the destitute.
Psalm 89:14
Righteousness and justice are the foundation of your throne;
steadfast love and faithfulness go before you.
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Here are the lyrics:

“Somebody’s Baby”
By: Jon Foreman

“She screams
If you’re homeless you’d sure
As hell you’d be drunk
Or high or trying to get there
Or begging for junk

When people don’t want you
They just throw you money for beer
Her name is November
She went by Autumn or Fall
It was seven long years
Since the Autumn
When all of her nightmares
Grew fingers
And all of her dreams
Grew tears

Chorus:
She’s somebody’s baby
Somebody’s baby girl
She’s somebody’s baby
Somebody’s baby girl
She’s somebody’s baby still

She says
Well if you’ve never gone it alone
Well then go ahead
You better throw the first stone
You got one lonely stoner
Waiting to bring to her knees
She dreams about heaven
Remembering Hell
As the place that she visits
And knows all to well
Every now and again
When she’s hopeful
She brushes her teeth

(Chorus)

Today was her birthday
Strangely enough
When the cops found her body
At the foot of the bluff
The anonymous caller this morning
Tipped off the police
They got her ID
From the dental remains
The same fillings intact
The same nicotine stains
The birth and the death
Were both over
With no one to grieve”


To Be Continued… =)